Sore eyes and tight throats

Today, I celebrated my birthday.
I went to work and then went to rehearsal. The cast of Romusha sang me a birthday song. And then I went home.
To all the people who sent me well wishes, a heart felt thanks goes out to you. You made my day.
The only thing that disappointed me was that my boyfriend didn't get me a present, not a card, not even a tiny slice of cake with a candle. Nothing...zip.
He did nothing to make this day special for me.
That hurt.
It hurt not because of the disappointment but also becus he gave the same lame excuse for christmas.
For christmas, he could afford to get his god daughter an expensive christmas present and could also buy another present for her birthday(which was the next day). He could afford to buy a present for his god son and another god son who, my dear readers, is a baby who can't even appreciate what he bought. But for me...he said...when I have the money.
Now for my birthday, the excuse gets even better...he didn't have the time even though he had the money.
I feel so special today. So very special.
Wish my dad were here to punch his face in.
Cheers

Birthday grrrl

Tomorrow I turn 25.
I've lived a 1/4 of a century.
Cool

Right back where I started

So I've deleted Tone Deaf as I've got no time to update that blog no more. This is where my aliance will lie from now on. One blog for everything. To bitch and so on so forth. Cheers people

It's all good

I wish I could say that things are going just the way i want them to.
No.
Instead, "life" takes it's own path and shows me what it wants me to see.
It's not all that bad actually.
Just a little..
Different from what I expected.
I ask myself when was the last time i was really happy
You know...
Truely happy.
I can tell you now.
31st december 2004
I was among friends.
There were new additions though. But all's good.
"life"..my life is changing slowly. I think I'm more focused now than I was before. I've given up a few dreams and picked up new ones on the way. New ones that have been long hiddened in my heart and i never thought i could have pursued them before. Now I want to. Now I'm ready to.
It's not going to be easy. I can't depend on my mother's bank account now. She won't let me. So for once, I have to do this on my own. And to tell you the truth...it's not that scary.
It's not that I've become fearless.
It's more like I've taken a step back to breathe.
That breath,
Makes up for all my past mistakes
Usher in the new year if you please,
cus I'm ready to see the end
:)

A Better Day Ahead

The year has ended
Another one just begun.
I look back and for the first time
I can say
Good job Joanne
Happy New Year people